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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

So far so good?

21:22

Hmm...
working in new york for abt a week now...
and everythings going fine...

I'm learning very fast...
faster than even I had expected myself to learn...
and I have recieved quite alot of good comments!
and there was even a card written for me~
a little gal gave me a magazine~
a another gal who was celebrating her birthday wanted to take a picture with me~
but... she wasn't my type... so~ hahaha...

but it wasn't always smooth sailing for me...
I had my share of rough times too...
I really don't wanna mention in my blog because I had mention it countless times to many ppl and to myself already...
so no... not gonna say it...
ask me if you're still curious...

and today....
another joyous issue happened...
while I was serving a table of 3...
one of them proposed a job interview to me...
Hash Puppies... 5.50 per hour + commission...
apparently they were so satisfied by my performance that wanted to hire me~
well... I couldn't refuse... so I went up to their store and filled up a form anyway...
Not that I had agreed to work under her...
just wanna see her in an interview to see what she could offer...
If it's better I would work... no problems~

but if not... I will stay... besides...
why would I wanna go back to retail again?
I had enough of retail already... Learn alot at Bossini already...
SO~ bottomline is...
Give me a satisfied pay...
or else... NO~

oh ya... found a very very stupid song...
the lyrics are so simple... I think a secondary school kid did it...
but hey... I think alot of ppl are loving this song right now...
wanna listen?

http://bt10.lonelylive.cn/BzJVNAc1XDwHN1Q7VG1XN1N6W1hWbFBuUzRVdgAoVXIEMQZ4VDAKM1I7Vm4Fe1dWAhQFegNhAGMCLVVgU2MHeQdjVWEHN1w1BzZUYFRsV2JTZVs+VmVQMVMxVWMANlVhBGAGMVRiCmpSZVY2BTdXYQJkBTYDZwBoAmdVMlNjB2U=.mp3

It's really stupid... you should really go watch the MV...
It's worse...
but hey...
it's so going into my MP3~

Friday, September 26, 2008

Saw her...

01:15

The most unpredictable incident happened yesterday...
I saw her...

HER....
Like you gotta be sh*tting me...

Seriously... I don't know her...
she has always been that "girl" that my friends would talk abt...
like everywhere I go... ppl would start mentioning her name...
especially my buddy and his Girlfriend...
They just wont stop teasing me...

When she and her friends came in the restaurant and sat down...
I seriously thought that shes just one of my customers...
Then slowly... I started to find her familiar...
Like I had seen her before...
but I can't really tell where or when...
Until.... I saw her shoes...

Then... immediately... it hit me...
I knew who she is...

We had a conversation...
but it wasn't really like a "Get to know you" kinda thing...
but hey... at least I talked to her...
at least now I know abit of how who she's like...
hmm...

The things karma would do to you....

Sunday, September 21, 2008

tmr

22:21

Ming Yang's going Air force tmr...

Ruby's schooling tmr... I think...

Arkmad's PTPing tmr...

Audrey's working in the hospital tmr...

Shu Hui's working tmr...

Yueting's working tmr...

Deyi's going to karaoke with Li xian and her brother and her brother's girlfriend, tmr...

Sinyu's still in PTP tmr...

Kaiyuan's still in PTP tmr...

Kang Wei's going to slack all day and emo all day, tmr...

Hong Sheng's starting SisSpec tmr...

Nick's starting his OCS course tmr...

Wushu training would be as usual tmr...
I hope everyone's doing fine...

Oita's arent the same tmr...
I hope everyone's doing fine too...

Alloycious's working as usual tmr...

Everyone's moving on with their lives, tmr...
and... well... so am I...
I going to work in New York New York, tmr...

May it be the place I would love to stay... starting tmr...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Ended my fight

20:59

Finally... it's over...
everything's over...
The end to my 3.5 year's of torture...
finally... it's over...

For 3 years... I have been wasting my time on unnescessary issues...
like my CCA... and relationships...
I wasted too much energy on these unrelated issues...
and caused myself to suffer all those horrible consequences...
I wont blame anyone for what has happened to me...
I can only blame myself for letting it happen...

I'm going for an interview tmr...
in a restaurant called...
New York... New York~

haha... I had never imagine that I'm gonna work in that restaurant...
Its like one of my favourite restaurants...
but I seldom patrionise that restaurant...
cool huh? you can actually fall in love with a restaurant after being there for just once~

well... everything's still not finalise yet...
I may not like what i see tmr... and may not work there...

hmm... I recently met a gal...
on Tagged... haha.... ( of all places right )

Shes alright... has an opened personality...
shes... simple and nice...
but so far I've only seen pictures of her...
really looking forward to seeing her in person...
I can tell that shes a good person...
and I'm just getting to know her...

I certainly dont wanna rush things...
I certainly don't wanna lose another friend...
and spend like another few months regretting what i've done...
oh... well...

take one step at a time... and let nature takes its course?

I saw a quote the other day...
and I quote:

"A man has only one escape from his old self — to see a different self in the mirror of some woman's eyes. "

Clare Boothe Luce

I hate my oldself...
I really do...
I can't do many things right...
and I've done many things wrong...
so I hope... that one day...

In the eyes of an angel... I'm able to see the different self I'm destined to be....